Life.

[ΠΘVΛ]

What is real, what is imaginary? Most of my personal side is non existent. I have been living a half "virtual" and half "real" life. I always thought it was normal as a kid to imagine crazy things, put myself in situations for long periods of time experience things life did not have to offer, or did it? As a shy kid when I was in places with people I was too scared to talk to and didn't have enough confidence my brain did something I didn't even want to think about, I created my own friends. I knew they were not real, nor did I believe in their presence but they held a foundation in my mind, years went by, we did almost everything together and I felt real emotion. I would almost test my brain out, when they would die, I would physically cry. As of last year I really wondered about my mental state and why I couldn't just let them go, I thought I was crazy (that could totally be true! lol). Today, I am no longer shy, although they still roam the streets and sights I have also created, a whole city. (I laughed a little on the inside when I watched inception for the first time ). I know what is real and the fun I had in creating everything was something great, I have no regrets in the time I wasted then, now and in the future because life is life, always live it to it's fullest.

 

 

I know this is very off topic but it was nice to get off my mind and to actually write down, thanks for reading.